whitemidnightshadow

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Learning to smile again

I'm finally free. I can finally breath. Now I'm left to dream What I want to dream. No one is breathing down my neck, Telling me I'm wrong, Condemning me to Hell, Making me feel I don't belong. It was so hard growing up in that place, Where it was so hard to put a smile on my face. Eventually they cracked my mask, and I tried, But I couldn't put it back together again. I used to be so strong, But I was fading, fast. They kept putting down my individuality 'Till I felt like nothing more than an abnormality. But now that's in my past and I don't care to look back. I'm finally free of that place That tried to force upon me God's grace. I w

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The Girl Who Was Afraid To Be by UntamedUnwanted, literature

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The Girl Who Was Afraid To Be

She speaks to me fondly of passions and talents, of guitars and stars, with such breathless intensity then stops short and apologises for speaking at all. All because somewhere in her life, someone she loved broke her heart by ignoring her beautiful words and telling her to shut up, keep it down, nobody cares. People aren’t born sad. We make them that way.

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Indignation

She shouldn't have died, not when she never gave any indication that something was wrong. Dying was supposed to be transparent; you'd know from the sinking skin and deep, pus-filled craters -- her vomiting and tears. But she was fit and well and never cried, at least that's how it all seemed. She loved restlessly and courageously. She wrestled life and poked fun at a boy nicknamed 'Blue eyes'. She smiled when things were chaotic and untidy and forlorn. But no one cared to know her true feelings. And to this day, they have the audacity to claim she just gave up, she never fought. Or worse, she was sweet and brilliant and we should hav

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Exit.

My mother never knew; never knew about how I’d spend those first nights, in strangers' hands that held too tight. Never knew about how bad habits are heirlooms too, and that the paintings from her room couldn’t cover stained truths. My mother didn’t know that nothing would start anew, and that yeah, there’d be good art, but she could never see it through. My mother never knew that this story doesn’t end; that "Exit stage right and follow the Light" isn’t a conclusion,

Scars (Never Again) by MusicIsEverything16, literature

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Scars (Never Again)

Fading but never vanishing Endlessly in the depths of my soul Grotesque and protruding Fixed continually Withering but never dying Forevermore carved in my flesh Disfigured and embossed Ingrained for eternity A constant reminder of What was wrong with me They are part of me They are all of me They are my very being I was meticulously constructed From a fragile casing I was excavated By laceration I was somehow made whole I look down upon them; in their fading and withering Barely visible-I recall my every wrong But I am now resolute These mistakes will not be made Never Again

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June 12
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite style of art: dark surrealism
Operating System: computer
MP3 player of choice: umm...ipod?
Shell of choice: wth?!
Skin of choice: the skin i'm in...
Favourite cartoon character: link
Personal Quote: you need help... professional help

Favourite Visual Artist

dont have one

Favourite Movies

harry potter

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pen and paper

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reading and muisc

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whitemidnightshadow

Jul 17, 2012

i dont know what to do

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last night i was at my friends house and we were talking before we went to sleep and she asked what my reasons for cutting were. well i didnt actually get to tell her because she opened up and told me something she never told anyone ever before and it scares me to death and i didnt want to leave her at her house and im scared that the person she told me about will seriously injure if not kill her and or her mom and i just cant loose her because she is my closest friend in the world. she promised me that if he ever laid another hand on her she would call the police and put him in jail but i just cant see her doing that and i cant stand the tho

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whitemidnightshadow

Mar 7, 2012

my parents suck!!

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ok so my parents just took my phone so that they can read my txt and im scared they'll be mad at me for whta i said in my txts, not because they were mean but because i tell my boyfriend "i love you" in the past few days than ive told them in the past couple weeks. its not that i dont love them... oh wait thats exactly what it is... well anyway i hate them and i afraid they'll say im not allowed to see him anymore because they're my parents and they (by law) can tell me what to do... oh crap i just remembered that i told my boyfriend i was gonna move out at 18... CRAP!!!! oh well.

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whitemidnightshadow

Feb 5, 2012

Tag of Doom...

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Freaking rules: 1. You must post the rules. 2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal 3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer. 4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them. 6. No tag backs 7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legimately have to tag 11 people. Five things about Moi: 1. I am the official RAINBOW KILLER 2. My friends still call me kk even though there is no k in my name.. 3.